ay, there’s the rub…

I have taken a view that one way of presenting things is to do so as some kind of a “detective story” in the vain hope that people might put two and two together for themselves. The idea has been to leave some kind of a trail which people could, if they had the desire and the nous, follow. I know what I am…Inherent in this approach are many dangers, many possibilities for selective perception. It may suggest that I doubt, when I do not.

Because people want proof and evidence of provenance together with “referees” or patrons, I can see no other way. I have no status, I do not belong to any organisation and there is nobody to speak {favourably} for me. I could out-and-out make some claims, which would be impossible to prove. So here is the rub; “How on earth do I get people to begin to appreciate what is going on and its karmic impacts?”

There is no easy answer and there is huge resistance. The long and the short of it is that I have to spend a lot of time “fighting” that resistance and the heaps of “shit” sent in my general direction. I have to do this in order to preserve me, so that when, on the off-chance all this bellicose negativity ceases, I can get down to do what it is I came here to do.

I have been explicit that “spying” on me is bad, that it sends very bad energy. Yet nobody listens to me. And so I have to deal with that instead of speaking more widely. This kind of shit has been going on for a long time now.

I put up the last definitions just to say…”So you think you know it all sunshine? Read that and tell me that your world view is as comprehensive as you think it to be….”

The situation is not good, my physical vehicle has and continues to take a battering partially because of things directed at me. It has had cancer and gout. The cancer spectre is not fully dissipated. My financial situation is not sound. I am isolated and without any power or influence. This does not phase me, but it does present a difficult backdrop against which to try.

In this world obsessed with status, rank and ratings, there is not a lot more that I can do other than keep chipping away…

Two Definitions

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From Occult Glossary by G. de Purucker
Copyright © 1996 by Theosophical University Press.


 

Daiviprakriti
(Sanskrit) A compound signifying “divine” or “original evolver,” or “original source,” of the universe or of any self-contained or hierarchical portion of such universe, such as a solar system. Briefly, therefore, daiviprakriti may be called “divine matter,” matter here being used in its original sense of divine mother-evolver” or divine original substance.”

Now, as original substance manifests itself in the kosmic spaces as primordial kosmic light — light in occult esoteric theosophical philosophy being a form of original matter or substance — many mystics have referred to daiviprakriti under the phrase “the Light of the Logos.” Daiviprakriti is, in fact, the first veil or sheath or ethereal body surrounding the Logos, as pradhana or prakriti surrounds Purusha or Brahman in the Sankhya philosophy, and as, on a scale incomparably more vast, mulaprakriti surrounds parabrahman. As daiviprakriti, therefore, is elemental matter, or matter in its sixth and seventh stages counting from physical matter upwards or, what comes to the same thing, matter in its first and second stages of its evolution from above, we may accurately enough speak of those filmy ethereal wisps of light seen in the midnight skies as a physical manifestation of daiviprakriti, because when they are not actually resolvable nebulae, they are worlds, or rather systems of worlds, in the making.

When daiviprakriti has reached a certain state or condition of evolutionary manifestation, we may properly speak of it under the term fohat. Fohat, in H. P. Blavatsky’s words, is

“The essence of cosmic electricity. An occult Tibetan term for Daivi-prakriti, primordial light: and in the universe of manifestation the ever-present electrical energy and ceaseless destructive and formative power. Esoterically, it is the same, Fohat being the universal propelling Vital Force, at once the propeller and the resultant.” — Theosophical Glossary, p. 121



All this is extremely well put, but it must be remembered that although fohat is the energizing power working in and upon manifested daiviprakriti, or primordial substance, as the rider rides the steed, it is the kosmic intelligence, or kosmic monad as Pythagoras would say, working through both daiviprakriti and its differentiated energy called fohat, which is the guiding and controlling principle, not only in the kosmos but in every one of the subordinate elements and beings of the hosts of multitudes of them infilling the kosmos. The heart or essence of the sun is daiviprakriti working as itself, and also in its manifestation called fohat, but through the daiviprakriti and the fohatic aspect of it runs the all-permeant and directive intelligence of the solar divinity. The student should never make the mistake, however, of divorcing this guiding solar intelligence from its veils or vehicles, one of the highest of which is daiviprakriti-fohat.

Fohat
An extremely mystical term used in the occultism of Tibet for what in Sanskrit is called daiviprakriti, which means “divine nature” or “primordial nature,” and which also can be called “primordial light.” In one sense of the word fohat may be considered as almost identical with the old mystical Greek eros, but fohat as a technical term contains within itself a far wider range of ideas than does the Greek term.

Fohat may be considered as the essence of kosmic electricity, provided, however, that in this definition we endow the term electricity with the attribute of consciousness; or, to put it more accurately, provided that we understand that the essence of electricity is indeed consciousness. It is ever-present and active from the primordial beginnings of a manvantara to its last end, nor does it then actually pass out of existence, but becomes quiescent or latent as it were, sleeping or dormant during the kosmic pralaya. In one sense of the word it may be called kosmic will, for the analogy with the conscious will in human beings is exceedingly close. It is the incessantly active, ever-moving, impelling or urging force in nature, from the beginning of the evolution of a universe or of a solar system to its end.

H. P. Blavatsky, quoting one of the ancient mystically occult works, says in substance: “Fohat is the steed and thought is the rider.” If, however, we liken fohat to what the conscious will is in the human being, we must then think only of the lower or substantial parts — the pranic activities — of the human will, for behind the substantial parts stands always the directing and guiding consciousness. Fohat being incessantly active is therefore both formative and destructive, because it is through the ceaseless working of fohat that unending change continues — the passing of one phase of manifested existence to another phase, whether this manifested existence be a solar system or a planetary chain or a globe or human being or, indeed, any entity.

Fohat is as active among the electrons of an atom and among the atoms themselves as it is among the suns. In one sense it may be called the vital force of the universe, corresponding from this viewpoint to the pranic activity on all the seven planes of the human constitution.

Getting Back On Track

Well that episode of gout and the associated narcotics have kind of knocked me off course.. So yesterday and today I have been getting back on track…the knee is slowly getting better…

The people in Meyrin have closed my account so that thread is now tied off.

We have had heating oil delivered this morning and I have ordered logs.

I need to put the car in for MOT with its shiny new tyres, rearrange my dentist’s appointment and get a blood test to monitor my uric acid levels. {I may go onto Allopurinol.}

In November I will have a CEA and liver / kidney function blood test prior to a contrast assisted thoracic / abdominal CT scan… they will look for any mets..

I have three students at the moment…

It is raining outside and autumn is here… I lit the Rayburn yesterday…

Shit Storms…

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I have titled this in a vernacular way, because it speaks… There are various different kinds of shit storms, ranging from those in an intimate relationship, through scandals {widespread or otherwise} and towards karmic shit storms. Karmic shit storms can be local or they may spread out to races and nations. Some karmic shit storms can span millenia and history suggests that it only takes a few individuals to trigger a karmic shit storm for an entire nation or race.

One subsequently gets the chance to incarnate into the shit storm one has created, perhaps many times. The karmic shit storm in Palestine continues to this day, it was started ~2000 years ago…

The problem is that people are usually so obsessed with preserving their reputation, their position and their face, that they go and trigger a karmic shit storm both for themselves and for others.

In this blog I have been at pains to point out that in the early part of the century there was a small but finite chance that I could have developed a technology which could have saved 100s of millions of dollars. This didn’t happen…I have some idea of the scale of these things, where others are more concerned with their own cabbage patches…

There may be a minor “political” shit storm in respect of what has happened to me on the physical plane, or there may not. I would be surprised if no questions have arisen…anyway if there has, there is no solution.. it is whatever it is…and it will pan out into whatever it pans out into…

Local reputational shit storms are many orders of magnitude less severe than true karmic shit storms…and local shit storms are short-lived.

 

Coming Back to Dreams…

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Well last night I had another dream pertaining to the same situation I mentioned yesterday…this suggests that whatever it is, that thread is becoming active in the web of life…

Over the years I have had a number of dreams that were profound, at least for me. In the Toltec tradition dreams can represent possibilities in the web of life.. they are possibilities and sometimes they cannot be manifested. The circumstances are wrong. As it is with dreams so it can be with visions…after all not all mystical stuff corresponds to physical plane reality…And besides I could simply be having Schizoid deluions…always a very real possibility…

In December 2008 I was “told” in a vision that this is my very last incarnation here.

Should this be true then I am anāgāmi, a non returner…even in exoteric buddhism these are not dime a dozen…

I have had two dreams relating to “books” and in one it was indicated that I am by way of a messenger. This of course has meaning from the very mundane upwards.

The lower limit is that I just say stuff people don’t want to hear…as in “don’t shoot the messenger…”

The upper limit is Messenger ( from the Occult Glossary by G. de Purucker )

In the theosophical sense, an individual who comes with a mandate from the Lodge of the Masters of Wisdom and Compassion to do a certain work in the world.

Only real genius — indeed something more than merely human genius — only extraordinary spiritual and intellectual capacity, native to the constitution of some lofty human being, could explain the reason for the choice of such messengers. But, indeed, this is not saying enough; because in addition to genius and to merely native spiritual and intellectual capacity such a messenger must possess through initiatory training the capacity of throwing at will the intermediate or psychological nature into a state of perfect quiescence or receptivity for the stream of divine-spiritual inspiration flowing forth from the messenger’s own inner divinity or monadic essence. It is obvious, therefore, that such a combination of rare and unusual qualities is not often found in human beings; and, when found, such a one is fit for the work to be done by such a messenger of the Association of great ones.

The Masters of Wisdom and Compassion and Peace send their envoys continuously into the world of men, one after the other, and in consequence these envoys are working in the world among men all the time. Happy are they whose hearts recognize the footfalls of those crossing the mountaintops of the Mystic East. The messengers do not always do public work before the world, but frequently work in the silences and unknown of men, or relatively unknown. At certain times, however, they are commissioned and empowered and directed to do their work publicly and to make public announcement of their mission. Such, for instance, was the case of H. P. Blavatsky.

What the fuck anyone makes of it, is up to them…

Nevertheless that vision and those dreams have advised much of my orientation the last eight years. If you hear that kind of shit in a vision, it has impact. Should such a thing happen to you, I suspect that you would not be able to “let it go”…

Anyway, irrespective of any of the above, I know that the only sane thing I can do, the only avenue open to me, is to have breakfast and then sit down to prepare an A level tutorial on benzene and an A level tutorial on pendulums…This is the scope of where I find myself today and for the conceivable future…

Things You Don’t Want To See…

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There are many things in life that people simply do not want to see. This can be because to see them has many implications. At the risk of being boring; conventional wisdom might suggest that to get a good degree from a top university, to do a Ph.D. at a Nobel Laureate rich niche institute, to found a successful high-tech. spin out and to teach for 13 years at a world top ten university, would ensure that you are employable. Experimentally this is not the case. Time and again people find this hard to believe. They do not want to see it. This is a trivial example of things that you don’t want to see. But there are many of these in life. With blinkers on people simply do not want to see stuff…they do not want the “bubble” to burst. Because if the bubble burst there would be many and wide-ranging implications.

By and large people like to fanny about playing sociopolitical games of self-advancement, few have any idea of the collateral costs of such games. So people do not want to see that all of their actions have consequences. Even the tiniest little thing can pivot the event flow in space-time. I know this. Getting others to see it, is impossible. We all do damage and we all have to do stuff. Better it is then to approach life with a little more care than most do.

The above proverb is a consummate piece of wisdom.

In this respect ask yourself this very profound question:

Am I pretending to be asleep?

Not Wasted?

Well I guess that ends my job applications for the year…at least in any science / technology direction…I have asked them to close my account…

I have a long list now…a lot of negatives….this reduces the variables….

In the grand scheme of things there are plenty of people to work in these areas in any case…

So what to try next?…

The question in regard of what to do with my remaining time here remains unanswered…

It might be to do with helping people who are unwell…I saw someone with “cutting” scars this morning…the timing is good perhaps… one door closes and another one opens?

Too early to say……

That is Pretty Clear…

I feel sorry for all the young people these days, for no doubt many will get a taste of this kind of automated crap…I am kind of used to it by now….it is a sign of just how rare humanity is, amongst humans…

It is kind of ironic, they say they are trying to develop technology transfer and encourage spin outs… and someone who has actually done this… doesn’t even get past the gatekeepers…

I saw two major hurdles, and failed at the first..

Having investigated the showstoppers I even looked at houses in Haute Savoie to check rental prices and the next step was to trawl the CERN patents…but hey that is not now meant to be…another organisation off my list…

ho hum…

Not off to Switzerland Then…

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In a Rather Strange Way…

Right now my fate is evolving in a rather strange way…there is a part of me that wonders if I should be dead or dying now. But I had the surgery…so at least for now I am still alive and apart from the gout, relatively healthy. I wonder if this is why it is so strange…

Last night I had a dream and its contents pertain way back, which would suggest that some of the threads are un-tethered in that respect. I have some sight of what needs to happen. However I estimate that there is less than 0.001% chance that the people associated to that thread either can or will do anything about it.

Having been engaged in what might be termed “the mysteries” I am ever aware that there are deeper and deeper mysteries concerning certain things. There is the face value and way, way behind it, are other meanings. Unless you are well read and experienced with these, the sort of things that can happen are inconceivable. I can speculate and guess what these are. And some of them reach way back and others way forward.

At least for now they remain unconnected…and it is likely that they will remain so.

I may have commented that two of the possibilities for this life were to do with my seventh ray personality vehicle and my second ray jiva. Neither of these have gotten much past the drawing board.

And now all I can do is play whatever cards I have left in my hand, there is only one at the moment…

I know how I feel about certain situations and certain things. I am also pretty sure that people have not taken this into consideration in whatever it is that they may be planning. I already know how I am minded to respond. I have made myself sufficiently clear in this respect. If people do not listen to what I suggest, there is no point in me making any further suggestions to them. My days of arguing the toss are long since gone…

There is little or no requirement on me…

All I can say for certain, is that right now my fate is evolving in a rather strange way. I can do pretty much nothing to change whatever it is that is in process…

Hmnn….